God is my Life..therefore, i Love my whoLe Life!!

Why do some people tell you that they need you and that they don’t want you to leave, but then when you’re around, your presence just don’t make a difference at all?

Would it be so hard for us to hold on? Or would it be a lot easier if we will just give them up?

They say that love is sweeter the second time around. Some says that first love never dies. But what’s really the truth behind these lines?

Well, both of them were true. Admit it!

I have been in love twice. Or maybe thrice. But still, there’s always a scar left from the past love that I used to hold on to – before. I just couldn’t forget the guy, but just what as Joey Albert say’s, “but I don’t remember the feeling anymore”.

Sometimes, you just can’t remember the last time you kissed. Because you never really think that the last time would be the last time. You think that there’s forever, but you don’t. Right Dr. Grey? (hahah! Sorry, I’m an avid fan of Grey’s Anatomy).

There are lot of things in these world that we still have to know. We still have to learn. Sometimes, we just have to pretend that we’re happy though we’re really not. Sometimes, we have to make lies. But what’s the essence of those pretentious horrifying lies if we can just be true to ourselves?

If a certain person is creakingly making you feel trash, worthless, or just don’t deserve you’re worth, then why stay?

Giving up doesn’t mean you’re weak. Instead, it proves that you’re so strong enough to let go of things that are important to you. I must say that love is not what makes you complete, it is when you learn to be unselfish.

How true is it that love is always fair? Can we stand for it? Are we really ready for it? Am I one of those who are ready and tough enough to fight back? Or I’m just one of the few who’s so afraid to fail again and again and again?

“What if someone has taken your place in your loved one’s heart? Ouch right? But it would hurt even more knowing that you came to realize that..that place has never been yours anyway.”

Many of us spend a great deal of time and energy nurturing our affection and keeping our hearts burning for special people who, more often than not, have nothing but friendship for us. Or maybe, love us too, but for some stupid unknown reasons, it really wasn’t meant. It is a risk we take when we express our love but it is often a chance worth taking, right?

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH LOVING A PERSON. What makes things difficult is when we begin to expect a return of our emotional and physical investment. Don’t let emotions like that ruin the thing we called love. Feelings don’t think and solid thinking is what we need when they get too strong. Sometimes, or should I say, most of the times, we just have to accept the fact that there are phrases such as “WE CAN NEVER BE MORE THAN FRIENDS” and “HE/SHE JUST CAN’T LOVE ME BACK”. Don’t ask why. Just face and take the reality as it is. MOVE ON. Don’t let life stop there.

Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can’t love you back in the same way. Believe me, livin’ with a woman or a man who just cant love you back is a way getting into that lonely land and being alone at all.

Sometimes, love means letting go when you want that person to stay.

Sometimes, love means asking for less when you begin to expect too much.

Sometimes, love means moving on when even if there’s still reason to stay.

Sometimes, we just have to be thankful that we have loved someone even if the person didn’t love us back, for it is always better to have loved and failed than not to have experienced it at all.

Great! Maybe I just got into this new life. Just feel being so reborn!

There’s always new rounds for all of us. There’s always second chances. But not at all times, we used them for good. So think about it. One of the greatest thing we should do is to be a new you BUT fill yourself, of course, with an angel. With God. With the good one. Bear with it!

Is it true that God created us two choices? The life and death choice.*

But His desires was absolutely, to follow His ways – eternal life through Christ Jesus.

Don’t get me wrong, I am not that religious, and I am here to say this: “CREATE THE LIFE YOU WANT!” no matter what everybody else says
Just make sure you won’t regret any of it.

It’s time for us to take responsibility for our lives, our actions, and ourselves. Start living on your own terms!

Just don’t forget that Life is God’s novel. Let Him write it. (smiling..sorry, can’t help myself but always to put God in everything. I just love it!)

Almost everyone has dreamed of writing a story of their lives. Something you could only have to pass down to your children, your grandchildren — or just for your own satisfaction. Remembering your life is a healthy process. As you remember incidents, people, and feelings, you may experience smiles and tears. A sense of “I wonder what ever happened to…” or “Those were the days…” or “If only I had…” or “I’m still angry at…” may overtake you. Remembering and working through the writing process will help you put your life in perspective. Definitely, it will encourage a natural healing process.

The sun is about to rise on the 13th day of March year nineteen eighty seven when a strident sound of an infant surrounded the city of Cavite. A cute lil sweetie was born to give happiness and pride to Mr. Edwin S. Abril and Mrs. Doris C. Abril in the name of Princess Wendi. Oh well. I am that lovely baby!

I would always remember my toddler days and my school age where I got the chance to join in a spectacle in school and constantly be an honorable student. I admit I really am into studying, for it is my hobby. I love reading books, find adventurous things, playing a lot and would bump into something and hurt myself. I grew up with my family that’s why tremendous bonding is there for ever and a day. I have my mom and dad all the times by my side and God-centered in doings.

At the age of sixteen, I am already in a certain task… A responsibility that I will always cherish for the rest of my life. For that very young age, I started working for my family and for myself. I used to earn money for my studies thru my previous jobs for almost three years and as a breadwinner, I really have to sacrifice a lot. But it doesn’t end there, because as I am on the track of that kind of duty, God is still good to me and gives me the opportunity to be in school again.

I am now a twenty-year old woman, and perhaps, my Bachelor’s Degree will be pursued again after this short course. I believe in myself and I trust and have faith in our dear Lord. I always deem on His promises, and I know that He got the one of the best and astonishing plans for a brave lady like me. I owe Him a lot because He gave me the chance of meeting spectacular people and personality in the road of my life. Great populace that would touch my life the way I always dreamed of. In the future I am going to be one of those famous and successful personalities in the field of business and medicine, and if I will be given the chance to be a doctor, I will eagerly find the cure for AIDS. I will choose to work in the trauma field and will handle emergency cases, perhaps. In the hospital that I will work in, I will save hundreds of lives. I will also lose some patients, but I will save more than I will lose.

I will do this one day, but that day is not here yet. I am still on my stepping stones on the way to it…a girl who has hopes, dreams, and goals the size of the universe times two.

Some expect me to be perfect but I’m not..For nobody is. I have my mistakes, weaknesses and fears but I’m so contented for whatever life I have now. And it really doesn’t matter where I came from…my title…or even my family name. It is always my dignity as a person that counts. Others may see me as a stone not a gem. And I don’t give a damn! I know who I am. How I care for the people I love. What I think & what I feel… ME, MYSELF & I… not so pretty but incredibly stunning…not so perfect but just the way I want it…

In my name got a princess in it… and for eternity, I will consider myself as it is… a princess that will soon find her prince… that will let me live my whole life not just a princess but a queen… and will love me following the words of God.

This is my story… This is my life… And I love who I really am!